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As you can see, I haven’t really been posting in a while. I think this website might have just been another temporary passion that I eventually just forgot about. I’m not sure if it’s because I still feel my perfectionism when I write or because I’m not very disciplined when it comes to personal projects (or both). But that doesn’t mean I wanna quit this website. I just want to feel more freedom to share whatever I need to share here.

I didn’t make many blogs, but when writing these I still felt the perfectionism I wanted to beat by making a Neocities. I felt like all my blog posts not only had to be coherent and neatly sorted into paragraphs, but also had to be interesting. Why do I feel the perfectionism of a famous person when no one actually knows me??? Did I expect to actually become famous with this blog?

Anyway, from now on I’m no longer gonna try to make this website and my blog posts perfect. I just wanna write what I wanna write about. I should probably get more personal too with my blogs. But my main fear is that I’ll become very impulsive with my blog posts and make stuff that I regret later. Maybe I should just accept that too.

This website needs more. I think something I’m gonna add to this website is a page with short posts where I just dump my thoughts. I already had this plan for a while, but because I was a little too afraid to touch this site for some time, I didn’t really make it.

I’m not sure if this is all just a short spark, but at least it’s something. There may come another period in which I barely use this site, idk. But for now I'm just gonna try.